Conflicted Part Three

The Games finished for the day and everyone returned back to their rooms. Bridgette sat on my head as we walked back to our room in silence. I was tired and I needed to sleep. Bridgette had noticed my mood drop.
     “Are you okay (Y/N)?” She asked.
     “I think so. I just feel a little strange, not a good strange either.” I said panting.
     I reached for the door handle and my hand slipped. I started to feel light headed; I felt my legs give way underneath me. My head hit the ground with a thud.
When I woke up, I was in my room. I could make out two figures in the room. I sat up and rubbed my eyes so I could see clearly. I still wasn’t feeling well. I looked around the room and found Sting and Rogue watching me.
      “What are you guys doing here?” I mumbled.
       “You passed out so we brought you into your room.” Rogue explained.
       I looked at Sting and he looked away from me. I guess he still didn’t have the balls to apologise to me. I rolled my eyes and looked back over at Rogue. He walked over to me and sat on the bed next to me.
        “How are you feeling?” He asked with a small smile on his face.
        “I feel horrible. I feel like I’m going to throw up.” I said taking in deep breaths.
         Rogue twiddled his thumbs before speaking again. “It wouldn’t have anything to do with…uh mating season, would it?” He asked, this was a slight pink tinge to his cheeks.
         I gave off a sigh and fell back onto my bed. “Probably but I can’t remember what happened leading up to the last mating season. All I remember was that they locked me in my house. They were scared I was going to terrorize poor people.” I laughed weakly at the last part.
         “So Natsu and you aren’t mates?” Rogue asked.
         I frowned. “No, what made you think that?” I said.
         He shrugged. “I just assumed that you two were because you’re so close.” Rogue said.
         I shook my head. “No, no. Natsu has his eye on someone else. I’m like a sister to Natsu; we don’t have a romantic relationship.” I explained slowly sitting up with Bridgette’s help.
        Rogue nodded. “How about the other two dragon slayers in your guild?” He questioned.
        I raised an eyebrow at him. “Are you fishing for something? I know you two will go into it the same time as us, so are you looking at me as a potential partner?” I asked bluntly.
        Rogue turned bright red and Sting huffed and looked away from us.  I laughed and patted Rogue’s shoulder with a grin.
       “Don’t worry I’m just messing with you though if you were looking for something I’m not interested. I have other important things in my life at the moment.” I said moving to the end of my bed.
        “Like becoming stronger.” Sting said quietly.
     I stood up and walked over to him. He glared at me from the corner of his eye and I happily returned it. He turned to face me.
     “I told you not to speak to me unless you’re going to apologise to me.” I said through gritted teeth.
      “Like hell I’m going to apologise to you, old lady.” He snapped.
      I took a deep breath and walked out of my room. I made it down the stairs without passing out. I walked over to where Fairy Tail was staying. I bumped into Wendy. She looked up at me.
      “Hey are you okay?” She asked as we sat down outside the rooms.
       I shook my head. “I feel horrible and I can feel myself losing control. I don’t want to turn out like my father.” I sobbed leaning against Wendy.
       She put her arm around me. “Hey (Y/N) you’re going to be okay. Do you want me to make you feel better?” She asked.
        I nodded. “Yes, please.” I answered quietly.
        Wendy placed her hands just above my stomach and I could feel the sickness disappearing. I took a deep breath in and I felt fine again. She smiled at me and I returned it. Wendy was the beast, she was always looking after me.
        “Thank you Wendy, I feel so much better.” I said hugging her tightly.
         “It’s okay also Master wants to have a meeting with us. Just the dragon slayers.” Wendy said helping me up off the ground.
I sat down beside Laxus and he elbowed me in the side. I shot him a playful glare and elbowed him back. Laxus and I were close. Master had brought me into the guild when I was young so I hung around Laxus a lot. He was like a big brother to me, he would stop me from joining in the fights that Natsu and Gray caused.
     “I bet I know what this is about.” Laxus laughed.
      I nodded. “I bet I know as well. It seems to be the same every two years when this happens.” I laughed. I knew it wasn’t a laughing matter.
      The master liked to remind us of what was happening. I didn’t blame him though. Laxus and Natsu were known to get a little agitated during the season while I on the other hand try to use my sex appeal on people. I tried to charm people and sometimes it gets out of hand. I had also been known for getting a little violent.
      I remember the first year it happened. Natsu and Laxus were always arguing. Laxus keep telling me to go home and get changed and as nice as possible I would tell him to go lightning bolt. We would all start arguments. It wasn’t good.
       Makarov walked in and stood on the table. I looked around the room and noticed that Sting and Rogue had been invited as well. They looked like they were in trouble, they guilty looks on their face. I guess it just wasn’t Fairy Tail that had trouble controlling their dragon slayers.
       “So most of you know why you’re here and some of you seem to forget what is happening.” Master shot the last comment at Natsu who smiled at him. “We have a problem, you are all attending the games and we are not allowed to put the games on hold because of your season.” He explained.
       “So what are we going to do old man?” Laxus asked in a bored tone.
       Makarov sighed. “This year you will have to manage the temptations yourselves. I know for some they become violent and controlling but I hope for the sake of everyone you will try and contain yourself.” Makarov said looking at Laxus and me.
       “Hey I’m not that violent.” I argued.
       “Can you not remember what happened the last time this season came around? You alone destroyed half of your own house and some of the guild all because Laxus told you couldn’t leave the house unless you were going to wear actual clothing. Please try and control yourself or at least find a mate.” Makarov said jumping down from the table.
     “Like that’s going to happen.” I mumbled under my breath.
     Makarov turned and glared at me. “Don’t be foolish. This could be the last time you walk as a human if you don’t control yourself. Find yourself a mate or control yourself.” Makarov said before leaving the room.
       Everyone sat in silence. They knew I was a threat. I stood up and left the room. I had to control myself or it wouldn’t end pretty. I would end up like my father. I walked back to my room. I spent a lot of time there just trying to relax.
     I was trying to keep everything off my mind. I know master was trying to help but I was starting to feel a little stressed out and it was helping.
        I started making the bed while Bridgette played with the door. Only heaven knows why she was doing that. A small voice came from the other side and Bridgette started talking to it. I walked over and looked around the door.
       Rogue was leaning against his door while Frosch and Bridgette talked. They were so cute. I kneeled down and Frosch smiled at me. He walked over to me and I picked him up in my arms. He hugged me tightly.
      “Frosch missed you.” Frosch said with a smile.
      “I missed you as well. Have you been good? Has Rogue been behaving?” I asked.
      Frosch nodded. “Frosch has been good but Frosch thinks Rogue-kun misses you sleeping with him, like when he was younger.” Frosch said happily.
       Bridgette started laughing and I looked over at Rogue. His face had gone bright red. He wasn’t looking at me. I nudged Bridgette with my foot to shut up.
       “Does Rogue want me to sleep with him?” I chimed loudly making Rogue turn even redder in the face.
       Frosch nodded. “Frosch thinks you should stay the night. Frosch wants a sleep over, Rogue kun.” Frosch called out to Rogue.
       Rogue cleared his throat. “(Y/N) is a very busy person. I don’t think she has time to be having a sleepover.” Rogue said calmly.
      Frosch looked back at me with big eyes. “Frosch wants to know if (Y/N) is busy tonight.” Frosch asked.
      I shook my head. “I’m not busy, a sleepover would be fun. Just like old times.” I laughed.
      Rogue walked over to me awkwardly. I handed Frosch back to him and gave him a sweet smile. His face was still bright red.
     “Do you think that’s it’s a good idea being so close to mating season. From what master Makarov said you get pretty uh riled up.” Rogue said.
      I patted his shoulder. “Don’t worry about it. It’s not for another few more days. And to be honest, I don’t really know what you’re like during this time. So it’s fair. I will see you later Rogue.” I gave him a wink before closing the door.
      Bridgette finally let out her laughter. “You’re shocking (Y/N). I can’t believe you’re going to stay with him tonight.” She said finally containing herself. “He is in another guild and you know the rest of the guild doesn’t get along with Sabertooth.”
     “Well I couldn’t break poor Frosch’s heart.” I said trying to lie to her.
     “Don’t lie to me. You have a thing for Rogue, don’t you?” She asked wiggling her eyebrows at me.
     I looked down at her. “Don’t you dare do that eyebrow thing again and maybe.” I said quietly.
     “You also have a thing for Sting but you’re not talking to him so no progress can be made. You’re hoping that he apologises to you and then you can pounce of him.” Bridgette said laughing.
      My face was bright red. “Wait, how do you know that? Have you been going through my diary again!” I snapped at her.
      She flew away before I could catch her. I mumbled some unpleasant words under my breath as I carried on cleaning the room. Little did I know that two dragon slayers had been listening to me the whole time?