Criminal! LeviXreader part 8

I’m sure I did something wrong. Did my breath smell funny? Was it that I wasn’t tall enough? It couldn’t be that Levi was pretty short so I don’t think he would want a tall woman in his life. He could feel intimidated by her. I don’t know but I had done something wrong, well I think so.
      He hadn’t talked to me for two whole days; he barely even looked at me. I tried using sex appeal to get his attention but he still looked over me like I was invisible. It was starting to get annoying. Did he not like me anymore? All these questions were starting to make me feel unloved and ugly inside.
     I walked into the kitchen and luckily no one was in there. I knew Hanji kept a gun in there, I needed it. I was going to run away and hid for the rest of my like just like my mother. I grabbed it out of the cupboard and put it in my jean’s back pocket. I had my bag slung over my shoulder as I slipped out the back door. I had watched a few times how Hanji or others left out the back gate.
      I got out onto the street and started running. I didn’t know where I was going but it was someone where no one would think to look for me. I suddenly thought of a place, that was if he would take me in.
      I got to the front door and knocked. I looked a little from when I was at school. I was now wearing a black pair of skin tight jeans and a leather jacket that belonged to Levi. I knew he wouldn’t miss like how he wouldn’t miss me.
      The door opened and a boy stood there. His hair was a mess and it looked like he was just woken up. It was the middle of the day. I rolled my eyes at what he was wearing. He had a holey shirt on and a pair of green and blue boxers on.
      “Hey Jean.” I said happily.
     His face lit up when he saw me. “Hey (Y/N).” He said suddenly becoming awake. He looked me up and down at what I was wearing. It was probably a little strange from what I normally wore. “How can I help you?” He asked stepping aside to let me in.
      “I need somewhere I can hide out for a few days, you know somewhere safe.” I said trying to act as innocent as possible.
      He nodded. “Of course, you’re more than welcome to stay here. We don’t have a spare room but I have a spare mattress and you can sleep on that.” Jean said leading me to his room.
      It was a typical male room, half naked women on the walls, clothes scattered on the floor and food that looks like it had life living on it. Jean quickly went around his room and cleaned up some of the mess. I gave him a half smile. At least he tried.
       I sat down on his bed and looked around. I thought about the time he had asked me and I denied him. I thought about how weird it would be to have a normal life and going out with Jean. I sighed, I would never have normal. Jean walked in and sat down beside me.
       “Are you okay (Y/N)?” He asked looking at my face.
        I shook my head. “Levi and I haven’t been talking so I guess it’s over between us. I just needed to get away from him, I can’t stand the silence.” I said trying to smile at Jean.
       Jean put his hand on my knee. “I’m always here if you want to talk about it more. I’m not going to judge and I won’t give you the silent treatment. If I was your boyfriend I would treat you like a princess and make sure you were happy.” Jean admitted with a red face.
       He looked kind of cute when he did that. I knew he always had another side to him, when he wasn’t being cocky and a dick he was actually a really nice person.
       “Thanks Jean, I knew I could count on you.” I said with a smile as a tear rolled down my cheek. “So where is this mattress?” I asked.
        Jean jumped up. “Just stay here and I will set everything up. I know you probably still a little under so I will look after you.” Jean said running out of the room.
      I got off the bed and pulled the gun out of my back pocket. It had been digging into my ass cheek and it had hurt really badly. That tear worked the trick but it had been real. They should make guns out of a softer material. I rubbed my butt and placed the gun in the bottom on my bag. I quickly sat back down and wiped the tears from my cheeks.
       Jean walked back in with a mattress and placed on the floor before leaving the room again. He could be really sweet. I checked my phone. I had no missed calls or text messages from anyone. I guess I was right about Levi not missing me. I had only been gone a few hours maybe he was busy. I shrugged and turned my phone off and put it in my bag.
       Apparently Jean’s mum was out of town for a few days, she always went away. Jean cooked me dinner which tasted great and he took me out for pudding. I had to be careful in public. I made up the excuse that I was cold. Jean had given me his jacket and took me home. He even held my hand. I felt like I was living a normal life.
Jean had fallen to sleep an hour ago but I couldn’t bring myself to close my eyes. I dug through my bag and found my phone. I turned it on and the screen lit up, there was one message from a private number. I didn’t even know texts could even tell that the number was private. I opened the message up. It wasn’t from Levi, it was from my mother. She had gotten in contact with me. She knew what happened and wanted to meet me in the morning by the ice cream shop she had seen me at with Jean.
       I smiled to myself. I turned my phone off and closed my eyes. I fell to sleep right away not caring about anything apart from seeing my mother.